a not so typical thruday

Dunno why but i feel like im being crushed by pressure. My depressed self from year 6 and 7 is coming back and then i had a headache...I had an urge to cut again but i didnt....I dunno what to do. I was having QUITE a fun day but then i had a feeling that my friend hated me, my family avioded me...that's why im home alone at the moment and I kept getting bad comments ealier through e-mail.
I mean, my 'FRIENDS' were being all funny and stuff but i didn't even smile or laugh at any of them, usually i would...
I don't wanna be the ass i was last year though. Sitting by a wall and staring at people or the sky. The sky is emotionaless. It's either blue or grey. Sometimes i really wished i didn't exist and so i didn't have to cope with this. It happened so much last year but the wound was healed, except now the wound is re-openning. I thought i took a huge step last year and that this wouldn't happen again. I guess i was wrong...

typical wednesday...besides the home bit

Well, nothing special happened today so yeah...
At school first period, Jap. Letting my language teacher keep calling out my mistakes...
Second period, geography. Having to cope with a teacher that doesnt shut up. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! she spoke non-stop for the entire hour!!
Third Period, science. Getting nervous for maths common test next and messing up every word on my sheet. It looked like a piece of crap. Good thing i dont have to hand it in.
Fourth period, maths. After being so nervous I was like wtf this test isnt as hard as i thought. Then teacher's phone rang. Dude, she has such a lame ring tone.
Last period, english. Create a lame picture book. The pistures were hilarious. This lesson wasn't as bad as i thought but i had a headache and my head hurt like shit so it was horrible.

At home...sitting on the bench, swinging legs while i watch my dad cook. Also pissing my brother off when he was sleeping. DUDE that guys like goes 'gets up, goes to school, comes back, get some food, goes sleep, wakes up at dinner, eats, back on comp, play games, shower, goes to sleep. Thats like his time table and yet he's in NOrth Sydney Boys. That nerd.

Not much too say....

WTF is wrong with Austrlia's weather?! It's always one day extremely hot and then the next is like holy crap its freezing!! The weather here is like soo~ bad...most of the time.
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I was meant to go to swimming today but i had 2 hours and 10 minutes to do 7 worksheets. The person next to me 'Olive' was hilarious. First you see her eating everytime you see her. Next she does the music trick i do and pulls the earphone to the jumper sleeve so she could listen to music and not get busted. Then she kept mouthing the words of the songs making the teacher glare at her...SHE WAS GLARING AT ME TOO!!! then Olive went back to eating...= = yeah, not much happened then
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My friend Chou did a science test today of which she had missed yesterday. Even though i didnot study, IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD!! and then she goes "oh, it was too easy, i got soo bored." I mean what the hell?!! and she said she did not study or listen in class.
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Dun know why all of a sudden I became a Vocaloid freak again...KAGAMINE REN AND RIN ARE AWESOME!!! TWINS!!!
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Also for some reason for tech tsk and I were testing our Korean Friend her chinese...akward right?
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yeah...i dont hav much to say today...I wanna the words to be colourful ^^

I HATE MY F-EN COMPUTER

OMG!! THIS COMPUTER IS STARTING TO PISS ME OFF!!! EVERYTIME I AM HALF WAY ON DOING SOMETHING OR TALKING WITH PPL ON MSN IT SUDDENLY CRASHES!! KYAA!! as you see ppl...that is the reason i keep suddenly logging off and signing back on but i am not as mean as my brother who would suddenly kicked the monitar, and no he is not that mean to kick it to pieces...

sheesh...

STUPID TEST!! Random arm wrestle?

 Not much really happened to day. The weather was too hot and there was BASICALLY NO SHADE!! stupid Cheltenham for cutting down trees...Also i had a hard science test of which i did not study for and of course i dont listen in class. That's why it was hard. All the stuff i had memoried in the past was not needed at all!! BUt then my friend Olive (Olivia) gave me a funny way to memories how to test carbon dioxide, hydrogen and oxygen.
Carbo-milky, Hydro-pop and Oxy-glow
KORAA!! I hate science!! It's sooo~ lame.
Dun know why but after science was lunch and my brain hurt like shit (sorry bout the language) and i was dragged into AN ARM WRESTLING MATCH!! SOOME OF MY FRIENDS STRENGTH ARE LIKE CRAZY!!! But I beat most of them...which is good ^^ YATTA!!
And it was sooo~ funny i took my ipod to school tday so i could listen on the train and MArianne found out! She was like going on high coz she could rotate the menu!! YOu should of heard her laugh it was like so retarded...

LOST A CAR!! BUT I HAVE AN IPOD!!

Dad: Wake up
EmoShirou: 5 more minutes
Dad: NOW! your mother and brother were in a car accident
Emoshirou:I said 5 more....SAY WHAT!! *chucks the blanket*
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As you can probably tell in that little scene that my bro and mum were in an accident. That's the third car my mum lost in Australia and my dad hasnt lost one...sheesh take care on the road. My bro SORTA injured his neck. It wasnt a big accident though, which was good.
 It was like so early in the morning when it happened and my mum was all panicy and had to have some company besides my brother so they called the closest person which was my bro's friend, Dennis. They were like still half asleep when my bro called them and their dad were just letting their dog go outside.
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Afterwards we went to their house for like a break and they were like 'Oh crap! Bobby (the dog) is still outside!!' Its so funny, everytime my brother went near the dog it ran away from him and kept barking at him. Smart Dog.
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Now, I dont know whether to be sad that we lost a car or happy that I FINALLY GOT MY FIRST IPOD/ LISTENING DEVICE BESIDES MY PHONE!!
As you can tell im on high since i got it and my bro was like...
 "WTF! why do you get an Ipod! I want another one!"

Granny Smith Fest...

YO wassup!!
Today was the Granny Smith Festival...so basically a celebration for the Green Apple. I went to Eastwood with my friends Marianne, Valerie, Jane and Vicky to like play around. Since i was late Val, Jane and Marianne started going around first and GUESS WHAT!! O Val's first time on the lucky draw or something she won a giant stuffed shark...which she called Sharkie. Dude, the shark was awesome but she wouldnt giv it away unless you gav her 20 bucks o(T_T)o.
We went on a ride called the 'Storm' and we did this mini game on the ride. Marianne lost and they wouldnt stop calling her a loser until they completely forgot about it.
Afterwards we went to visit mine and marianne's primary school, Eastwood Public.
THE PLACE IS SO RETARTED NOW!!
THEY REPLACED THE BIG HANDBALL COURTS WITH FAKE GRASS!!! OMG!! that's like my childhood memory gone. Yes, I was a handball freak in yr 3-6. But you should of  seen Marianne, she was complaining her ass off! Seriously!! She complained non-stop! But then it was hilarious to see how much of a messy eater she was. She had soya sause all over her pants and her fingers were full on sticky. She also had like a small dot of yellow paint she was like going 'My mum's gonna kill me'.
AND IM SOOOOO~ PISSED OFF!! I SAW SOMEONE I DIDNT WANT TO SEE!!! that dude pisses me off so much!! He should go die!!
keke...