Pretending

have you ever thought that you have been pretending to be someone your not? Being called things you aren't. Being known for things...

Being known for being strong...

Being known for being brave or fearless...

Being known for always being calm ...

For all those things are lies.....

Negative thinking

Ever since primary school i always thought negatively...thats why i always had to see the school counselor. Well, i have a feeling that since i started high school..its getting worst...mm...
thats not good...thinking that my "friends" are out of reach, not that i was actually there to begin with. Thinking that i'm an unwanted child...being nothing but alone...
 who can i go to if i need a shoulder to cry on...

info

Anime: Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (FMA)
Song: Again by YUI
Album: Holiday in the Sun

Anime: Bleach
Song: Rolling Star
Album: CAn't buy my love

BTW all the songs are owned by YUI and the anime are owned by Tite Kubo for Bleach and FMA is owned by Hirumu Arakawa....  

Yui

lolz, well
its christmas...yeah merry christmas to those pplz that bother reading this...but ...BUT this post has nothing to do with christmas.
On the 24th of December...yes...yesterday....i got addicted to YUI. Jap singer.
for those song watch anime i know shes done the opennings on

                                                                                                                                                              

I only know these two that are in anime opennings but i know many more YUI songs. I'll add a link later... Rain and Merry Go Round are the ones ive heard most...                                               

Well Merry Christmas Everyone.... yeah....Jaa



 

           

                                                                                                      

                                                                                        

               

one way to spend your holiday

yoo~ wassup

i slept in since i had a headache but then i was kicked out of my own room coz my brother and my dad was gonna spray the house since there were too many bugs. And so i was basically kicked out of the house. I went to sleep on the grass but it was too spiky and so i climbed a tree just for fun but ended up falling asleep as well. After some time i awoke and uhh...kinda fell off the tree...kekeke...bad habits

well, thats all

jaa

so sad

well, hi agian
well the 2nd day of my 2nd week holiday but it so sad coz most of my friends are going over seas...
m_leung: America
kara: HK and Japan
Jen: HK
Val: Tasmania
Deb: Fiji
JK: South Korea
and so on. Well, i dont mind staying home but there is hardly anything to do....well

Jaa

holiday week 1

well, this holiday so far, ive been staying home watching random childrens tv shows and on the compu
My bro finally let me play on his ipod!! ITS BEEN 6 DAYS SINCE HE SAID I COULD!! that jerk...then i beat his high schore on fruit ninja (cool game) and then he said that i couldnt play anymore until he beats me again. hmph!
ter,,,yea not much. Im not an exciting person.

well, jaa

POol

my family and a famiyl friend went to a buffet to eat today and we went a little early and so we were playing pool. DUde, its so hard! I only got two balls and then my brother goes agro and shoots the rest in for me...Then my dad tries and he only got one...O_O then my mum who cant even hit the ball...
Does my bro go like pooling every night?!

well jaa

^^

well, today was my last day of school as a year 8...noooo~ i dun wanna be a year 9...i do wanna laptop though...NYAAA
it was rainign at cheltenham and the ground was all smoky...it was soo cool....but it was smelly~ and my dad called me for times during last period coz he thought i ended early...bleeh
well....i had too much chocolate, i feel ffaaattt~

jaa

reports

well, as you see in the title, today we got our reports...
I got a few awards but my brother still went "suck shit i still have more!" That arrogant jerk.
Well, i got home and kinda gave it to my parents...freaky moment..
My parents were like " You improved quite a lot BUT...you can do way better"
tsk, they have such high expectations...well thats all
SECOND LAST DAY OF SCHOOL~~

well jaa

long time no see

well, its been a while since i last posted something...COZ something actually happened...well not really but something that is worth saying....people who have read/ watched 'Rave Master' or 'Fairy Tail' would know...any of you remember plue? the white snowman looking thing?
Rave master: some called it a dog and a bug

Plue is the white thing...the cat is HAppy ><

Fairy Tail: the weakest in the stuff lucy uses.
Well, my great friend Marianne...the one with the retarded vids from way before...gave me a key-ring for Christmas...It wasn't wrapped!! And so my friend Deb was like..
*holding the key-ring (it was ...A KEY)* and said "I call upon PLue" something along the lines...it was hilarious ><
and also at school me and my friends are all given an animal ... that we resemble...ish
me: cat
chou: monkey
jane: duck and so on..
and i got a Xmas card sayin 'u may be the most adorable, milk-drinking person i've known' nyaaa...that was hilarious..

well Jaa

BORING~

Well, the only reason i haven't posted lately is coz my life is B_O_R_I_N_G and so there is nothing to say...and it goes for today too.....

BORING~~~

jaa

bllleeehhh

I need to take better care of my health....blehhh~ I was sick for the fourth time in a week >3< and dude that sucks....
My bro got the ipod touch 4 something like that....

jaa

Neko NYaaa

ever since rebecca started to let me use her phone...people think im a cat coz of the bell on the keyring. I got home and then my mum comes out with a broom O_O and she says...
"OH, i thought there was a cat entering the house"
Walks to bedroom, past my bros room
"SHirou (my nickname since emo-SHIROU...yea) do me a favour and shut that cat up. The bell's annoying me. I wanna sleep"

I was like WTF!

JAa