Dunno why but i feel like im being crushed by pressure. My depressed self from year 6 and 7 is coming back and then i had a headache...I had an urge to cut again but i didnt....I dunno what to do. I was having QUITE a fun day but then i had a feeling that my friend hated me, my family avioded me...that's why im home alone at the moment and I kept getting bad comments ealier through e-mail.
I mean, my 'FRIENDS' were being all funny and stuff but i didn't even smile or laugh at any of them, usually i would...
I don't wanna be the ass i was last year though. Sitting by a wall and staring at people or the sky. The sky is emotionaless. It's either blue or grey. Sometimes i really wished i didn't exist and so i didn't have to cope with this. It happened so much last year but the wound was healed, except now the wound is re-openning. I thought i took a huge step last year and that this wouldn't happen again. I guess i was wrong...
Hope and Lightning
From Final Fantasy XIII
Roy and Ed
You got to admit, its a pretty pro picture
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1. You were awesome last year, AND this year ^^
ReplyDelete2. Course you took a huge step ^^ Your in yr 8 now XD
your thoughts are always too positive...do u think i have a choice whether im a yr 7 or 8
ReplyDeleteNeh, I'm stating facts here!
ReplyDeletewell if you REALLY wanted you could repeat 0.0 (don't know why you'd do that though)
exactly...
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