Broken Wings

I was once flying high. I was proud.
But...
One day I experienced hurt and pain.
My wings hurt. Unable to fly.
You find me. You take me in your arms.
Please take these broken wings and teach me to fly.
Heal these wings.
Set me free.
Take these wings and teach me how to fly.

Hope and Lightning

Hope and Lightning
From Final Fantasy XIII

Roy and Ed

Roy and Ed
You got to admit, its a pretty pro picture

Lonely Heart

A lonely heart. A lonely soul.
Finds her so called 'Friends'.
She believes in them. Trusts them.
But...
"Is there such thing as true friends?" she asks
They say its a lie. It's all fake.
Can she believe in these friends?
Can she trust them?
To her there is no such thing. Now or ever.
She, once again lives as a lonely soul with an empty heart

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

my crazy hair

This art belongs to someone on devianart~
OMG, after presentation day, i go home and take off my hair tie...then my hair goes all retarded...basically the picture of alice over there <----- but a little lower and all around not just on two side.....i was like WTF!!

PrEsEnTaTiOn DaY~

well...today was as you can tell...Cheltenham Girls Presentation Day...at the OPERA HOUSE with a special train as well. Man, rich school or something? well, last year our principal had a 40 something minute speech. This year it was only 20....and HER  SPEECH IS REALLY BOTHERING ME NOW!! KYAA~
Then we go to capital and waste like tonnes of money of getting toys...iunno what u call them.....AND QUESS WHAT ALL OF A SUDDEN TWO PEACOCKS APPEARED ON OUR STREET. IF I WAS FAST ENOUGH I'D TAKE A PHOTO!! BUT I WASNT!!! I WAS LIKE O_O
Jaa

Sunday, November 28, 2010

keke

Soo funny...my mum and i went on a full on investigation on my dad earlier on today. He said he was going to para for some book borrowing and also to add petrol to his car. Then we were like if he was adding petrol why is it already half empty. We were like full on investigating...
Then we went to lena's house ^^ so fun lah~

Friday, November 26, 2010

lonely

Ever else deborah and I began to talk/play more than before I feel so distant with the other people. They are going out of my reach. It's as if I am meant to choose between them. I know marianne and deb would always be there but I just can't help but feel lonely. I don't like it...The other people have started to ignore me...pretend im not there...there is no such thing as real/ true friends...thats what i've been told....

Thursday, November 25, 2010

some more vids of funny marianne

sorry the videos have been deleted

who ever knew marianne could be so funny~

Well for some reason for maths our teacher didn't give a crap about what we were doing so the entire class just playing around...including my and my friends Marianne, Jenny and Faye. ^^ I mean the entire period of no work. I was like What the f--- is wrong with our teacher today. Well, marianne started off lying on the floor but after being slapped by me and Faye by a fan she moved to the table. Yes she laid on the table. keke, she looked like a dead seal. She started looking at random things like one our class-mates dress zipper was lowered (quite a lot i'll add) and marianne was like O_O. Yeah, perverted indeed. TT_TT she made me record it ><.
she started to turn everything into Korean dramas, thats all she ever watches. She was like "Do you know how in Korean Dramas the guy is always trapping the girl on the wall with one or two hands (deminstrates on Jenny...who screamed) and then she was like "And in those farewell bits the guy is always touching the girls face like this (deminstrates on me *punch* deminstrates on Faye *punch* deminstrates on Jenny *screams.*  I'll upload more vids on another post cause even with just two it looks weird. OH! OH! yeah! it was soo funny! we were sitting in the car and then i turn my head to the window since I love staring out the window and I see this stick (it wasnt a stick) moving. i was like "Hmm, why is the strange stick moving when there isn't an wind and the car has stopped for the light to go green." *keeps looking* "HOLY CRAP!" I've sitting next to a giant spider this enitre time, kyyaa...hehe it looks funny" Then my brother turns around and chucks it out the window after he opened it....

Well, I'll add more videos....and Jaa

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Karakuridoji Ultimate


Ulti looks like a girl~~ BUT ITS A BOY~~~
 well, since im quite a shamn king fan, it turns out that i  enjoy reading another of  Hiroyuki Takei's work. BUt im a little pissed off how the beginning of Shaman kings art was quite crap and then at the end of it it turned pro. ^^
Well, besides from that its quite a cool manga....TOO BAD THE LIBRARY ONLY HAS ONE VOLUME!! TT_TT now i have to read it online and there are hardly any sites that have this manga....
keeping this post short.
well, Jaa

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

so tired~

My head hurts so much~~
today for some reason I got home mega tired. The first place i head for...of course me bedroom. I FREAKEN MISSED THE DOOR KNOB!! and my head hit the door TT_TT. OMG im such a failure. ah well. again nothing happened...

jaa 

Monday, November 22, 2010

BOREDOM~~


An old photo. Emo_shirou on the right with a hoodie on.
It has ears ^^. Valerie on the left.
 Well today not much happened. Started off as gloomy weather. The kind i like and then an all sunny weather. The kind I HATE. Spent lunch an recess sitting there and doing nothing. Got so bored that me and Valerie went through Deborah's bag when she went somewhere. Took her 3D glasses and wore it for a brief moment and Valerie goes "Who are you!! What have you done with~" *takes them off* "Oh" * puts them back on "OI OI OI!!" something along those lines. Realised that Deb still has those Naruto stickers I gave her last year~ Got bullied in sport, TT_TT Emily Gum just had to kicke the ball that hard. I have a bruise
Well, that is basically it besides getting given a lecture when retrning home. Well Jaa

Sunday, November 21, 2010

NOthin Much

Well, complete laid back today. Cant be screwed to study after my tutor left (shes 15 years old ^^). Started watching Pandora Hearts which my friend Clara gave me.
Keke, Oz and Gil are awesome~~~ ^-^
Yeah, I spent the entire day watching anime ^^


jaa

Friday, November 19, 2010

I wanna Deb hat~~

The picture has nothin to do with today but isnt it cute~~
Well today lunch my friends marianne and valerie kinda took Deborah's hair tie off and being Deborah she would what it back. They started running round the quad again and again. Then suddenly, Chloe goes poof and steals Deborah's hat and stuffs it on my head. And no offence Deb, your hat's a little big, i had to keep adjusting it coz it covered my eyes and i dun wanna bash into a wall.
I like that hat ^^ nyyaaa...T_T but Annie said i looked like some dude from a train thingy. You get the point.
well, Jaa

Thursday, November 18, 2010

PRO CRAP UNDER MY BROTHER'S BED~


Flygon holding a marble and Torchic



Hey, While helping my brother go through all his crap under his bed, we found so much stuff!! Some pro stuff too!! Not all.  Here is something else i found. Blue-tac, pokemon models. The blue-tac is all hard now so we left them like they are. Dont ask me why Torchic is bigger than Flygon. NNYYAA!! Flygon is awe~SOME... lolz, yeah I'm still addicted to Pokemon.


Lookie, Lookie! isnt it pro~~

  We found his pro pictures. Which is meant to be three pictures on the same place. Quite Pro when you actually think about it but stuffed it up when i combined them. Well, i took photos!! I didnt scan them!! ...bllllleeeehhhh~~

Lookie~~

 And one of the final things i will say is that gundam model on the left side <-----. It's one of the small ones. I mean he has tonnes of gundam models and he has massive ones...and mini ones.Ahaha, And Deborah, that's a gundam model coz everytime you asked you never knew what they are. Now you do. Well, my bro said that i couldnt say too much about SOME of his stuff, so ~THE END ^^.



Jaa


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

just too hilarious

yo.
well, today lunch was just too hilarious! I mean dude seriously! well. I'll just off with Chou and Annie doing a pro dance, which they have been doing in a dance class. Quite a pro dance, i even managed to get it a recording of like 20 seconds of it without getting up and defend myself. The song is quite good.Not much though.  
Another funny thing was, my friend Chou (the one dancing...that you can see enitre body. not the one on the right) went to buy cup noodles ($2.50) and when she was half way through it. My other friend, Dicky chucked jelly inside it and when they tried to take it out, that was probably when the jelly kida combined with the cup noodle. AND DUDE WAS IT HORRIBLE!!! THE TASTE WAS SOO OFF!!! BLLLEEEEHHH~~~                                       Another moment was when Marianne, Valerie, Karin and I  asked Selena what everyone was talking about. Her reply was "BABIES." OKAY?~ and then you hear my friend Jennifer going... "HOW CAN YOU SAY THEY LOOK LIKE BANANA MUFFINS!!~

JAA~~



Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Cant think of title

Something I did last year, Mugi was rachel but then i realised
it wasn't finished ^^ and for someone like me. I would cut it
out and upload it anywayz. SOWIE RACHEL!!
This took heaps of work if you use old programs like Paint
kekeke. BTW this is my winter uniform for those who dont know

After a really tiring PDR (Presentation Day Rehearsal)(third period), we had lunch since our tuesdays are different to all the other weekdays.Firstly I'm pissed off coz the teacher, MRs Mead, said that she told us that year 7 and 9s are on one side and 8 and 10 are on the other. When basically the entire year 8 and 10 are on the opposite side they go "too bad! i said that side so go back to that side!!"
bleehhh~~
It was soo funny~ since 7 and 9's having a slightly different part, I got confused once in a while and my friend Marianne (whom was next to me) was soo loud~~ i decided to copy her and her voice kept breaking!! Buhaha!!!
Then at lunch we had nothing to do, which ended up in a game of charades and if you knew Marianne. Everything she acts out would have something to do with 'your mum,'  yeah, akward...


jaa

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Soo tired~~

Isnt this a pro code geass cosplay ><
Well, basically nothing happened...
~wake up
~do the usual stuff when you wake up
~go on comp
~tutor comes
~eat
~tv
~comp
~sleep
and so on
Quite a boring Sunday and its soo hot at Carlo~Wahh~~
So much school work too. Kyaa
well, ill end it here since there isnt anything else to say

Jaa

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Ruse


Horokeu from Shaman King. He's smoking!!! Smack
him Ren!!! Its bad for him!!!
Today i was meant to go to Eastwood P.S Spring Fair but I ended up going to James Ruse's Fair thingy. I actaully went to see Lena's performance though. It was hilarious how she had to perform a dance on mega hot ground and her friend Nancy that was filming was like zoom-in and zoom-out while she waited. Met some new people in Ruse, but for me in yr 8 and them in yr 10 was quite A-W-K-W-A-R-D~
My way of memorising them.
Lena- The family Friend
Alice- The Fashion Freak or Ask-to-many-questions freak
Nancy- The Idiot/Retard Freak (she knows that)
Linda- The quiet but yet the most hilarious
Ashley (and it's a HE) The Gay guy
Yeah, quite an akward day walking around Ruse then going all the way to Para. Right when we went out of the bus it was like pouring!! Seriously!!
~~~~~~~~
Back to Ruse
~~~~~~~~
Lena and Ash* were rushing for the raffle so we ran from the bus stop to the place. I was standing there and then the person was like " And the prize goes to Deborah Wareham"
I was like O_O Deborah??!!!
Then she sees me and drags me from the ppl i know to a group of unknown people, besides her siblings.
~~~~~~~~
Well, basically all that happened

Ren Kicked Horo ^^. I dont own this
Ren pick. Dezu-The-Shaman
from devinart does.
^^ she she sees this- Im
Emo-Shirou


Jaa

Friday, November 12, 2010

KEke


a little like this but i dont like ice-cream so  i
didn't eat it.
I dun own this pic.
 sorry that i havent posted anything on the past two days, well as you see. I was sick...very sick. I even skipped school ^^ but then nothing happened that day so I basically skipped nothing =3=. And you know how sick people tend to sleep a lot? Well, I slept a little too much and I couldnt sleep at night. Which was akward coz i went to bed at 9:30 but ended up sleeping at 12:30.
Then the next day which is today. Yeah, that sounds weird. We had a singing practice for PD (presentation day). WHY DID I SKIP THRUSDAY NOT FRIDAY!!! Today was also extremely hot and i actually drank water. Yay me!



Jaa

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

boredom

This is my VA work. Its meant to be a cupcake but i changed it
badly as you can see. Its a neko~~
Kawaaiiii deshhhooouuu~

kyaa. NOt much to say today but we had a presentation day practise and being in Cheltenham Girls, of course there is singing. Afterwards my voice was all retarded (an hour and 5 minutes dude and withe a low voice like mine singing high notes you'd figure out that it doesnt work well).
But then my friend Valerie was being such a retard. She has a pro voice that can imitate heaps of stuff. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! but then if she wanted to be a retard and sing horrible, she can do so well at that too. A friend ABBA said that if she ever busks she would be paid to stop singng. Which is funny, she would be rich~~
Yeah nothing happened today but that

                                                                                               Jaa

Monday, November 8, 2010

Dark Rose


Well, I drew this rose, its still not that good coz im still learning how to draw roses. There soo hard!! During a VA lesson my friend Rebecca and I splatted red dye over the art. Doesn't it look cooler!! It's meant to represent blood. I got the idea of this art from that story i made up on the left side somewhere, the words are  three different shades of red. I also have a picture of before I destroyed it.
Still I'm so proud. I didn't screw the rose as mouch as I usually would of and the dye actually looks good on the thingy.

http://emo-shirou.deviantart.com/ <---a website of where I keep the stuff I draw. Well, the ones im bothered to scan and submit. It takes quite a while. Those with acc would know what i mean. So, To get a better/ bigger look at the pic go to 'Browse Gallery" and look for it somewhere.
Woul appreciate it if you commented or stuff like that. Sankyuu berri mucchi. (Jinglish= Jap/Eng)

Well, jaa 


Sunday, November 7, 2010

lost and found

IT was just too cute and i had to put it on. Tao Ren from Shaman
King. I dun own this art. keke, theres a ducky, milk and
peach. CHIBI REN!!
soo, after an hour of english tutoring and eating lunch we were clearing out the garage. I NEVER KNEW I HAD SOOO MUCH CRAP!! I had like three big boxes of toys (and of course I kept most of them) and my brother was like "hey! my pikachu slippers!"
It took ages to wort out.
Then my bro and I had to move wood coz we chopped a tree quite some time ago and had to get rid of the wood. A little moment while we were doing that. BTW my brother is kevin for those who don't know.
*kevin plays with lizard*
Me:: Kisama, get back to work!!
kev: but its a lizard!!
*lifts wood*
 ah! lizard here has a friend!!
*jumps in to catch the other lizard*
Me: O_O
Kev: nah, that ones hurt
*kicks log*
  SHIITT!! that could kill it!!
 *lifts log* actually he's fine~
*log falls on where the lizard was*
kev: WAHHHH!! MR LIZARD!!! *grabs log and chucks it towards me*
Me: TEEEMEEEEE!!!!get back to work!
kev: *grabs wood*
        *stops*
        *JUMPS away*
        YUCKY YUCKY YUCKY!!!!!
Me: O_O
kev: there was a grub!! AND I TOUCHED IT!!
wu::= = k~i~s~a~m~a~

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Another moment was we were meant to CARRY it down te drive way and the next thing i see is my brother going "Bigggy Loggyy rolling down the yucky drive way"
"Hey Wu (that's what he calls me...AND WE HAVE THE SAME SURNAME!!) catch it"
*turns around*
me: O_O
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And now I have a massive bruise on my fist for blocking it

Jaa

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Wedding


after the wedding...keke
cut my mum out.

ok, so this is the first time I've been invited to a wedding and so, of course my mum would go crazy about what i am wearing etc. Ended up wearing a white and black shirt, yellow jacket thingy, white skirt and the only thing that hasn't changed....running shoes ^^.
 <-- Im only putting a small picture coz i dun wanna show a big one. ^^.
The wedding was quite funny. The flower and the boy. I forgot what u call that. They were like soo young (3-5 years old). The boy was like shhoonnn~ down the thingy and the flower girl was like small step...small step.
Then there were some kids blowing bubbles at the people as they left...
                                       They spoke for soo long, one thing i hate bout weddings. Their speeches are soo
                                       long. arrghh.
                                      Meh, got free food.

                                        jaa

Friday, November 5, 2010

All Alone.


This isn't the original picture. I changed the
boy into a girl...Yes, it's actually a boy. And
I added text to the picture and the little star
thingy on the left corner.
 I'm so mega pissed today. So pissed at so many things! Some girl in my class, she's soo retarded sometimes! Then there are people in school that are pissing me off and also my family is pissing me off. I wish I could just hide away in the shadows and not be part of any of this.
My eyes' were teary but I didn't cry, I clenched my fist under my jumper sleeve, there was this thing in my throat that made in so painful. She pissed me off so badly. I wish I could just punch her face. All so cares about is appearance, it's so annoying. She's always like 'Why are you so ugly?! Why cant you be like me? I'm like soo pretty."
Well not fully like that but you get the point.

jaa

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Shaman King~ Boredom


I do not own this

Lolz, Nothing happened today, like seriously nothing!! So I got soo bored that I searched up shaman king and  found a Horo and Ren picture. My favourite characters from the anime/manga Shaman King and Shaman King Hana.
<---
I'd be dizzy by now.
Hopefully I have much more to say next time.
Jaa

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

KOWAI!!


From now on I might suddenly have some
pictures here ^^ And that is chibi mini me coz
I dont do my hair like that anymore.keke.
 Today I felt mega sick just before maths (Woohoo) and so i go to the sick bay. AND DUDE!! I lie there staring at a security camera!! But ended up falling asleep. When I woke up there were like these two gnomes staring at me. I was like WTF!!! Dude, Cheltenham Sick Bay is much scarier than Eastwood P.S. The Office Lady person was like I'll wake you up at 1:00pm and than at 1:15pm I walk up to her coz I was feeling better, she goes "whoops I forgot."
For eng I had to draw a dragon as a title page, I ask my mum how bad/good it is and she goes "it looks like a dog." Then I got 9/10 and so for those who know me i would go 'In your face!' to my mum saying that even my teacher notices that it looks like a dragon not a dog.
IN a previous post I mentioned how there was someone that always made me angry. Well, now she's alright. She doesn't piss me off anymore but NOW!! There's someone else who pisses me off!! And she USE to be a childhood friend....Yeah, I definately need anger management but STILL!!! SHE"S SUCH A JERK!!

Jaa

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Anger Management

Well, as you can see on the title you can probably tell whats going on. Some people that i know piss me off so much that i like yeah....go full on angry. That is why I have a giant bruise on my fist for the third time in a row so far.
I find it hilarious coz my friend Rachel was always like " YOu definately need anger Mangement" since primary to now. But it is better than cuttig myself right? Tsk. I come from a violet family background anywayz.
Koraa!! Some people are such idiotic bastards!! I'm full on pissed at the moment but I already have a bruise so i'll probably start biting myself or something.

Jaa

Monday, November 1, 2010

Luna Park

Today my grade went to Luna Park for .....some maths excursion??! Retarded neh? But we did get to go on the rides and such. The first on was this spiny thing...well basically all the rides were spiny but like the 'Rotor' or something. IT was hilarious coz when the ground lowered my friend was screaming for the ground, sort of like this. "OMG!!! OMG!!! WHERE"S THE GROUND!!! I LIKE THE GROUND!! COME BACK!!It was quite akward being next to her at the moment.
 The the rest of the group left since they didn't go on that ride and THAT friend started complaining so hilariously.SHe was like "OMG! why didn't they wait?! are we not their friends?! Their such assholes" HIlarious moment I tell you.
There also this ride called the 'Ranger,' which is a 360 degree spinning ship. For once I was actually freaked out when we were just at the top 180 degree and not coming down. My head was like WTF!! GO DOWN!! GO DOWNNN!!! DON"T BREAK!! but afterwards if got pretty lame coz it was predicable.
 My friend Valerie was laughing the entire moment when people screamed. Akward~
Oh yeah! there was this whatcha call it ride...eto...ah! Souda!! 'Tango Train'. It was akward because just a moment ago i bought chips and started eating a little. THEN she goes "I wanna go on that! Hurry!!" and she made me go on a ride with a fork still on mouth!! KORAAAA!!

Well, result of a fun day wwere just three bruises, two cuts and two very painful legs. I fell over just coz i needed the bathroom!!