Just another typical saturday. Go on the computer, then tv and study. I studied like crap today and then some family friends came and were like 'I take your family der out to dinner tonight.' Since my parents don't like being rude, they accepted it.
After eating so much, my bro and I arm wrestled and well nuh he won. Then my dad was like' I take you to get some cake' and while choosing...all of a sudden a pair of hands cover my eyes.' I was like DICKY?! NO WAY! what the hell is that dude doing here?' I pull her hands away and my dad starts laughing. YOu can sorta tell its Dicky coz of her height and so she kinda presses your nose a little as well...
jaa, sayonara
~Broken and Falling~ Broken wings, feathers falling, Halo fragmented, Angels calling, Lost within the heart of my past, Falling, failing, nothing will last.
Broken Wings
I was once flying high. I was proud.
But...
One day I experienced hurt and pain.
My wings hurt. Unable to fly.
You find me. You take me in your arms.
Please take these broken wings and teach me to fly.
Heal these wings.
Set me free.
Take these wings and teach me how to fly.
But...
One day I experienced hurt and pain.
My wings hurt. Unable to fly.
You find me. You take me in your arms.
Please take these broken wings and teach me to fly.
Heal these wings.
Set me free.
Take these wings and teach me how to fly.
Hope and Lightning
From Final Fantasy XIII
Roy and Ed
You got to admit, its a pretty pro picture
Lonely Heart
A lonely heart. A lonely soul.
Finds her so called 'Friends'.
She believes in them. Trusts them.
But...
"Is there such thing as true friends?" she asks
They say its a lie. It's all fake.
Can she believe in these friends?
Can she trust them?
To her there is no such thing. Now or ever.
She, once again lives as a lonely soul with an empty heart
Finds her so called 'Friends'.
She believes in them. Trusts them.
But...
"Is there such thing as true friends?" she asks
They say its a lie. It's all fake.
Can she believe in these friends?
Can she trust them?
To her there is no such thing. Now or ever.
She, once again lives as a lonely soul with an empty heart
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Akward way of entertaining a lonely friend
Nothing to say besides the akwardness during lunch. Since the yr 9 were at their last day of camp it was still really quiet and then we were sitting in the shade since it was extrememly hot. Then i see my friend Marianne sitting in the middle of the quad with an empty surrounding. We move towards her, I sit next to her but everyone else starts circling us and SINGING nursery rhymes. Humpty Dumpty, I'm a Little Tea-pot, that weasel one, Old McDonald, Itsy Bitsy Spider, jack and Jill and that's all i can think of. Extremely AKWARD~. During that time I had just finished a milkshake I bought at the canteen and Marianne took it, started pulling grass, filling the cup (it was quite big) and asking them whether they wanted some. Yesterday and this morning was quite sad but towards the afternoon I started feeling better. ^^
Thursday, October 21, 2010
a not so typical thruday
Dunno why but i feel like im being crushed by pressure. My depressed self from year 6 and 7 is coming back and then i had a headache...I had an urge to cut again but i didnt....I dunno what to do. I was having QUITE a fun day but then i had a feeling that my friend hated me, my family avioded me...that's why im home alone at the moment and I kept getting bad comments ealier through e-mail.
I mean, my 'FRIENDS' were being all funny and stuff but i didn't even smile or laugh at any of them, usually i would...
I don't wanna be the ass i was last year though. Sitting by a wall and staring at people or the sky. The sky is emotionaless. It's either blue or grey. Sometimes i really wished i didn't exist and so i didn't have to cope with this. It happened so much last year but the wound was healed, except now the wound is re-openning. I thought i took a huge step last year and that this wouldn't happen again. I guess i was wrong...
I mean, my 'FRIENDS' were being all funny and stuff but i didn't even smile or laugh at any of them, usually i would...
I don't wanna be the ass i was last year though. Sitting by a wall and staring at people or the sky. The sky is emotionaless. It's either blue or grey. Sometimes i really wished i didn't exist and so i didn't have to cope with this. It happened so much last year but the wound was healed, except now the wound is re-openning. I thought i took a huge step last year and that this wouldn't happen again. I guess i was wrong...
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
typical wednesday...besides the home bit
Well, nothing special happened today so yeah...
At school first period, Jap. Letting my language teacher keep calling out my mistakes...
Second period, geography. Having to cope with a teacher that doesnt shut up. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! she spoke non-stop for the entire hour!!
Third Period, science. Getting nervous for maths common test next and messing up every word on my sheet. It looked like a piece of crap. Good thing i dont have to hand it in.
Fourth period, maths. After being so nervous I was like wtf this test isnt as hard as i thought. Then teacher's phone rang. Dude, she has such a lame ring tone.
Last period, english. Create a lame picture book. The pistures were hilarious. This lesson wasn't as bad as i thought but i had a headache and my head hurt like shit so it was horrible.
At home...sitting on the bench, swinging legs while i watch my dad cook. Also pissing my brother off when he was sleeping. DUDE that guys like goes 'gets up, goes to school, comes back, get some food, goes sleep, wakes up at dinner, eats, back on comp, play games, shower, goes to sleep. Thats like his time table and yet he's in NOrth Sydney Boys. That nerd.
At school first period, Jap. Letting my language teacher keep calling out my mistakes...
Second period, geography. Having to cope with a teacher that doesnt shut up. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! she spoke non-stop for the entire hour!!
Third Period, science. Getting nervous for maths common test next and messing up every word on my sheet. It looked like a piece of crap. Good thing i dont have to hand it in.
Fourth period, maths. After being so nervous I was like wtf this test isnt as hard as i thought. Then teacher's phone rang. Dude, she has such a lame ring tone.
Last period, english. Create a lame picture book. The pistures were hilarious. This lesson wasn't as bad as i thought but i had a headache and my head hurt like shit so it was horrible.
At home...sitting on the bench, swinging legs while i watch my dad cook. Also pissing my brother off when he was sleeping. DUDE that guys like goes 'gets up, goes to school, comes back, get some food, goes sleep, wakes up at dinner, eats, back on comp, play games, shower, goes to sleep. Thats like his time table and yet he's in NOrth Sydney Boys. That nerd.
Not much too say....
WTF is wrong with Austrlia's weather?! It's always one day extremely hot and then the next is like holy crap its freezing!! The weather here is like soo~ bad...most of the time.
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I was meant to go to swimming today but i had 2 hours and 10 minutes to do 7 worksheets. The person next to me 'Olive' was hilarious. First you see her eating everytime you see her. Next she does the music trick i do and pulls the earphone to the jumper sleeve so she could listen to music and not get busted. Then she kept mouthing the words of the songs making the teacher glare at her...SHE WAS GLARING AT ME TOO!!! then Olive went back to eating...= = yeah, not much happened then
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My friend Chou did a science test today of which she had missed yesterday. Even though i didnot study, IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD!! and then she goes "oh, it was too easy, i got soo bored." I mean what the hell?!! and she said she did not study or listen in class.
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Dun know why all of a sudden I became a Vocaloid freak again...KAGAMINE REN AND RIN ARE AWESOME!!! TWINS!!!
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Also for some reason for tech tsk and I were testing our Korean Friend her chinese...akward right?
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yeah...i dont hav much to say today...I wanna the words to be colourful ^^
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I was meant to go to swimming today but i had 2 hours and 10 minutes to do 7 worksheets. The person next to me 'Olive' was hilarious. First you see her eating everytime you see her. Next she does the music trick i do and pulls the earphone to the jumper sleeve so she could listen to music and not get busted. Then she kept mouthing the words of the songs making the teacher glare at her...SHE WAS GLARING AT ME TOO!!! then Olive went back to eating...= = yeah, not much happened then
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My friend Chou did a science test today of which she had missed yesterday. Even though i didnot study, IT WAS EXTREMELY HARD!! and then she goes "oh, it was too easy, i got soo bored." I mean what the hell?!! and she said she did not study or listen in class.
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Dun know why all of a sudden I became a Vocaloid freak again...KAGAMINE REN AND RIN ARE AWESOME!!! TWINS!!!
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Also for some reason for tech tsk and I were testing our Korean Friend her chinese...akward right?
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yeah...i dont hav much to say today...I wanna the words to be colourful ^^
Monday, October 18, 2010
I HATE MY F-EN COMPUTER
OMG!! THIS COMPUTER IS STARTING TO PISS ME OFF!!! EVERYTIME I AM HALF WAY ON DOING SOMETHING OR TALKING WITH PPL ON MSN IT SUDDENLY CRASHES!! KYAA!! as you see ppl...that is the reason i keep suddenly logging off and signing back on but i am not as mean as my brother who would suddenly kicked the monitar, and no he is not that mean to kick it to pieces...
sheesh...
sheesh...
STUPID TEST!! Random arm wrestle?
Not much really happened to day. The weather was too hot and there was BASICALLY NO SHADE!! stupid Cheltenham for cutting down trees...Also i had a hard science test of which i did not study for and of course i dont listen in class. That's why it was hard. All the stuff i had memoried in the past was not needed at all!! BUt then my friend Olive (Olivia) gave me a funny way to memories how to test carbon dioxide, hydrogen and oxygen.
Carbo-milky, Hydro-pop and Oxy-glow
KORAA!! I hate science!! It's sooo~ lame.
Dun know why but after science was lunch and my brain hurt like shit (sorry bout the language) and i was dragged into AN ARM WRESTLING MATCH!! SOOME OF MY FRIENDS STRENGTH ARE LIKE CRAZY!!! But I beat most of them...which is good ^^ YATTA!!
And it was sooo~ funny i took my ipod to school tday so i could listen on the train and MArianne found out! She was like going on high coz she could rotate the menu!! YOu should of heard her laugh it was like so retarded...
Carbo-milky, Hydro-pop and Oxy-glow
KORAA!! I hate science!! It's sooo~ lame.
Dun know why but after science was lunch and my brain hurt like shit (sorry bout the language) and i was dragged into AN ARM WRESTLING MATCH!! SOOME OF MY FRIENDS STRENGTH ARE LIKE CRAZY!!! But I beat most of them...which is good ^^ YATTA!!
And it was sooo~ funny i took my ipod to school tday so i could listen on the train and MArianne found out! She was like going on high coz she could rotate the menu!! YOu should of heard her laugh it was like so retarded...
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